i would like to start out saying that this will be the only thing i post under this name, so there is no use banning it.
ok, so you people all say i spam, wich i dont fully disagree with, but for fucks sake...i hardly think i "largely degraded the overall quality of this forum" whatsoever. ok, so some of my topics are stupid. can any of you safely say none of your topics havnt been dumb? i would like to point out that quite a few of my topics have been 2+ pages, moreso than most people...lots of people knew about it, but i was the one who took teh time to make a MadChild` goodbye thread, i have participated in both of the Art forum murals, and have posted a few recipies in the Cooking forum. I dont think there is anyone here in ;0 who hates me, exept maybe necket (hes a general misanthropist anyway...), and i can safely say that more than a few ;0'ers like me. if you want to ban me or whatever you call what has happened, (i would like to point out, without any form of warning AT ALL) its up to you, because i sure as hell cant do anything to stop you.
also, i know im not the only one who spams. ok, so im not uber popular with the "cool ;0 kid clique", so when i do something slightly annoying, it gets looked at with an eye that prys and punishes harder than one looking at a friend.
this is the part where i appologize: as for my useless threads posted here on ;0, im sorry...i will refrain from posting "OTF-esque" topics, if that would make any of you happier. as for my postcount, and all that nonsense...i jsut reply to any post that catches my attention, and seeing as how i dont really have much else to do, i reply to pretty much every topic i see...some more in-depth than others. as for my behavior in the IRC channel tuesday night, i am sorry. i shouldnt have spammed like i did, especially since that it the issue that started all this crap. i probably wouldnt have done it had i not been slightly drunk, but unfortunatly, anger + confusion + alchohol = stupid behavior. i would like to point out and apologize to kindred especially. man, you said you would try to help me, then i acted like an ass in teh channel, and for that i am sorry.
ok, well im done.
i dont know if i am going to come back at all if i ever get unbanned, this whole ordeal has been kindof a smack in the face as to the illusion of a "community".
theres my 2 cents.
~otto