Me being single lately I have been going through many singles website. Eharmony, americansingles, blah blah blah. Then I went on xanga personals, because I was just damn bored. I typed in a few things, and told them to match me with people around my area. It found a few girls, one that looked batshit insane, one that was fat, and one that look okay.
I got the screen name of the one that looked okay. We talked at it was all ok. Wait no it wasn't. She was batshit insane. She told me how she was in a mental hospital for cutting herself up. Go figure. Then telling me that those people in there are all intelligent and smart. I sighed it off.
Our second conservation was online also. We talked about her family and other stuff. She is a heavy smoker and drinker. She dropped out of college, because she couldn't pay. Her sister is a lesbian(who is also 300lbs) and her lover is also fat. They both play computer games non stop. Then she said she wanted to download Americas Army. I told her not to bother because the game sucks.
Then she got my phone number from my away message and called me. creepy. she wanted to do something, and she talked about how she missed someone to please her. (DING) This was at 3:00am. Surprised the hell out of me.
Then today, we talked and she mentioned how she wanted someone to make love to, but not be in love. ( She said Fuck Buddy ) My penis said yes. My conscience said no. She doesn't want to date or any of that bullshit. Just get straight to making love. I told her I at least want to see her once at a public place (I sound like a girl that doesnt want to be raped).
Shes 19. She has been tested. She has been with like 3 other guys in their 20's but it never worked out.
So this is where I ask for advice. Do I accept the creepy free sex, or tell her stop talking to me.
